Long Time No See

Regardless of how amazing things are for the two of us, I am struggling with depression. Which I feel that I am finally ready to open up to you about.

Easter 2018

Easter is one of my favorite holidays. I love waking up to the excitement of digging through the easter basket my mother so lovingly constructed the night before. It is, of course, different now that I’m older; my dad and I share a basket nowadays. Different is not necessarily bad, I can now return the…

Family Fun

Mine and Caleb’s favorite thing to do is take our fur baby Kyber out for strolls (stroll is our linguistic compromise between walking and rolling). Last weekend we took him to Lucy Park with us for some much needed exercise to start working off that winter fluff. Kyber kept desperately pulling ahead of me so…

Even If

One of the hardest things to deal with through the every day adventure that is our life is wondering why God doesn’t answer our prayer. Why is our prayer for healing ignored? Are we not worthy? Do our prayers fall on deaf ears? It can be, at times, tough to remind myself that God is…

Milestones

It’s been a long while since I’ve blogged. I apologize, I don’t mean to keep everyone out of the loop. We’ve hit a lot of milestones in the last couple months and it has been a very emotional time. On a happy note: On January 31st, Caleb and I celebrated our THIRD anniversary!!! He surprised…

Disability and a Lack of Empathy

Neither of us realized, when our lives changed, how very other we would feel. That we would always be set apart, in the most obvious of ways. We also didn’t realize how little anyone else would care. How little regard strangers have for that person who does need the handicap spot they just illegally parked…

On Resolutions

I recently saw a quote that said: If you are angry, you’re living in the past If you are worried, you’re living in the future But if you are content, you are living in the present. This is when life makes sense. This resonates with me, because I am always worried and always angry and…

The Night Sky

I was the earth and Caleb was my star and his destruction was not made know to me for eons.